I’ve been almost completely absent on tumblr for a couple months now, and there’s a lot of reasons for this. I’ll attempt to explain the main ones.
1: I find it hard to post on Tumblr after such a vast majority of people have vanished off of it. It used to be my main social media outlet for my work, now that’s no longer the case.
2: Perhaps the most significant reason: I’m just not drawing. I’ve had to come to terms with the reality that I’m suffering from a bad case of burn-out, and in the process of “taking some time off” I managed to forget how to do almost everything. I used to be pretty prolific, but nothing crazy, I took plenty of breaks. Now I’m finding myself unable to scribble on a page for more than a few minutes before feeling utterly empty.
This burn-out has continued to haunt me, but only recently have I been willing to fully acknowledge its existence. It’s one thing to ‘not feel like drawing’, but it’s another thing entirely to FEEL like drawing, but find I’m completely unable to.
The comic? Completely stalled. Personal work? Non-existent. Every time I try to change it up or try something new, it fizzles out and dies.
I’ve got an audience of people, I’ve got wonderful artist friends, some of whom are very successful and whose acknowledgement was a dream come true. Problem is, I have less and less to show them every day, and I’m not sure what exactly is draining my life away.
I wish there was some positive note I could end this on, but the reality is that I’m not doing great and currently have no idea why.
I appreciate everyone sticking around, and here’s hoping that things work out.
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